In love— What a question. Sesshoumaru’s eyes slanted down. Back against the wall he sat and watched her, as he often did. The slight furl of her outstretched hand brushed against the trailing edge of his fur. His lashes lowered as he studied her sleeping face, unguarded and untroubled, smooth and softly pale as a
Help! I’m Alive
Happy Halloween, y’all! I know it’s belated, just like everything I do, but just thought I’d drop a line on this most lovely of holidays to let you know that I’m still alive – and writing! – despite my recent lack of posts. So what’s been going on with me? Well, long story short I’ve
Control Side-Stories: Dark Days, Part 6
It was the one rite of hers which Sesshoumaru had never prompted her to observe, this daily paying of her respects to Inuyasha. Not that Kagome had ever needed prompting. Even in the depths of her depression, she had dragged herself here, to his graveside. It was the one place she felt a fleeting measure
Control Side-Stories: Dark Days, Part 5
Near the steps of the shrine, Kagome met him. The trailing end of his fur mounded like snowdrifts against the weathered stone. Wintry sunlight wreathed his silver-white form, lending him a particularly ghostly quality as he looked out over the rows of graves. Coming to rest upon her, the lambent glow of his eyes felt
Control Side-Stories: Dark Days, Part 4
Depleted, Kagome lay, her weary eyes trained upon the hearth’s dim coals. She had barely mustered the wherewithal to kick off her sandals upon returning home, let alone rebuild the fire. Collapsed on her bed in her priestess attire, she was merely aware of her rumpled, shivering state. Merely aware of her continued existence as
Control Side-Stories: Dark Days, Part 3
But the more pressure she felt to avoid it, the more Kagome was drawn to it—the cool and patient darkness that lay at the bottom of her grief. A darkness she could fall into, settle into. How easy it would be, like slipping over the edge of the Bone-Eater’s Well. Like returning home. In the
Control Side-Stories: Dark Days, Part 2
She hadn’t meant to do it. Not consciously, anyway. No more than she’d meant to when she’d started walking toward her husband’s funeral pyre, the night they had burned his beheaded remains. It was as if something was pulling at her from within. Some subconscious undercurrent of feeling—a pain beneath the pain. Twisted like a
SessKag Series: Control, Part 71
Harshly but quickly Kagome bathed, more out of compulsion than anything else. She felt the need to purge herself of Sesshoumaru, at least in ritual. She felt the need to punish herself too, though she tried to suppress it: the maddening urge to excise herself of the shame that snaked like dark poison through her
Control Side-Stories: Dark Days, Part 1
Numb, Kagome lay, staring at the candle by her bedside. Like the hearth, its flame had sputtered out some time ago, and she hadn’t yet mustered the will to light it again. Shivering in the cold and the dark, she stared on and on at the melted wax, frozen in its bleak ugly fall, and