After leaving the hidden hot spring, Kagome spent the rest of the afternoon avoiding Sesshoumaru. Her conversation with Ayame had set her nerves on edge, and just the merest glimpse of the demon lord or whisper of his approaching youki had the jittery miko glancing around for the nearest exit. It was difficult to keep evading him in such relatively close quarters–fortunately, there was a lot of activity going on that plausibly demanded her attention.
She’d already conveniently excused herself to pray at the resting place of the departed with Ayame, to test the new protective wards with the Elder, and to bring Kouga and his packmates up to speed on all the latest information concerning Naraku and his movements. However, as the day wore on, Operation Avoid Sesshoumaru grew increasingly bleak, and Kagome’s escape efforts grew increasingly desperate.
“Ah, Jakken-kun!” she called up to the flabbergasted imp as soon as she saw a glimmer of white out of the corner of her eye.
Launching herself onto Entei’s back, she made a beeline for the summit stream where Jakken appeared to be buffing down Ah-Un’s saddle. Ignoring the horse youkai’s peevish look, she jogged over to Sesshoumaru’s retainer and more-or-less knocked him aside as she grabbed hold of the brush.
“Let me help you with that!” Kagome beamed, Jakken glaring up at her suspiciously from the bank.
“What’s gotten into you, ningen,” the imp grumbled as he straightened, rubbing his sore backside. “I never asked for your help!”
“Oh, be quiet,” the miko hissed, scrubbing vigorously at the saddle as Ah-Un drank on from the stream, uncaring. “Don’t you know how to accept a favor?”
“A favor?” Jakken stamped his foot. “You aren’t even doing that properly! Sesshoumaru-sama will be most displeased.”
“Don’t be such a worry wart,” Kagome said with a wave. “And keep it down, already.”
As Jakken muttered and huffed, the two-headed dragon tensed, Kagome falling back with an eep as he took suddenly to wing. With a panicked wail, Jakken scrambled down the summit after his reptilian charge. Sprawled alone now on the bank with brush still in hand, Kagome stared mutely across the stream at Sesshoumaru.
For a heartbeat she held the daiyoukai’s hard golden gaze before springing to her feet and bolting toward Entei. But it seemed he was done being her getaway horse for the day–as he turned deftly on a hoof and kicked off from the ground before her in a shower of fizzling embers.
Traitor, the miko sulked as she looked after him, a clawed grip on her collar steering her forcibly around.
“Oh, Sesshoumaru,” she said meekly, gazing up at his stony expression in what she hoped was a convincing display of innocence. “…Did you need something?”
His grip tightened as he hauled her closer. “Why have you been avoiding me?”
Kagome flinched, paling. So direct…
Then she remembered that Ayame had used that very word as part of her ‘confession’ speech, and Kagome flushed bright red. Sesshoumaru’s gaze narrowed.
“Your behavior is particularly strange,” he stated, Kagome cartwheeling on the inside as he brought her face just before his, the tip of his claw pulling down her lower eyelid as he examined her. “How much of that medicineΒ of yours did you take?”
“…Just enough, I hope,” she breathed out, unintentionally baring her neck to him as her dizzy head lolled to the side.
His energy shifted at the submissive gesture, going from intently agitated to merely…intent. Nervously, Kagome swallowed. It occurred to her now, in retrospect, that repeatedly running away from a predatory creature like him may not have been the wisest course of action.
“Perhaps,” he said, the warm flow of his breath over her bare, throbbing pulse confirming all her fears, “you merely wished for this Sesshoumaru to give chase.”
“D-don’t be silly,” she gasped, her palms fluttering to his chest. “I’ve just had a lot going on today!”
His glance was dubious. Hers was anxious. At the sound of Ayame hailing her from the plateau below, Kagome could have cried in relief.
“Kagome-san–I need your help with the preparations!”
Relaxing her death grip on Sesshoumaru’s haori, Kagome released a light, breezy laugh. “See?” she said over-brightly, pushing off from his chest as she bounded at once down the steep, brittle path. “Gotta run!”
Half-sliding the last few feet to the bottom, Kagome braced her hands on her knees and groaned, her heart still hammering away madly behind her breast. Boy, am I in trouble…
Inuyasha Β© Rumiko Takahashi
Oh there is going to be so much payback for your behaviour Kagome..
hahaha no doubt π
Bad Kagome. (Swats her with a rolled up newspaper.) You’ve been a very bad girl.
Of course he would track you down. He is a dog after all. A sexy dog with a very fluffy, flexible tail. (Cough. Cough.)
Seriously though, I understand her reticence. She doesn’t know he cares about her. Kagome can be obtuse at times. Although he already told her when he explained why he did not go after Kagura. He showed her when he came to her rescue.
Sesshoumaru struggled to admit to himself that he really wants her. He knows he has never denied her anything and allows her liberties with his person that he would never allow anyone else. It must have been a bitter pill for him to swallow given the way he viewed his father’s relationship with Izayoi. He is his father’s son.
Kagome is a human who means everything to him now. Not a hanyou, not a demon. A human who will die long before him, unless the gods or the jewel grant her long life.
One of the reasons I like the pairing is it presents the creative writer with a lot of possibilities. Given the mismatched lifespans, things could end sadly. I don’t like fics where Kagome suddenly becomes a hanyou or a demon . To me, it disrespects the character. In cannon, Kagome wanted people to see her for who she is and not as Kikyo’s replacement. Changing her into a demon or hanyou means Kagome the human is not good enough as she is for the writer.
I don’t know if this version of Sesshomaru knows what love is. Has he ever been in love before? Dogs give their unswerving loyalty to the creatures who earn their trust and affection. I don’t expect the Western Lord to become all romantic and shout his affections from a mountain top. That’s not his style. He’s more the type who will hunt for her, make sure she is safe, find her a place to sleep at night and allow her to use his tail as a blanket when it gets cold.
Still waters run deep. Just because he doesn’t tell her, “I love you” doesn’t mean he feels nothing for her.
Love the points you make about Kagome’s reticence and Sesshoumaru’s struggles π
Also, totally on the same page w/ you about Kagome remaining human. To turn her into a demon or hanyou fundamentally changes her character, and it’s just not for me. I love Kagome the way she is π And her being human really is such a huge part of what makes her relationship with Sesshoumaru so compelling!
“I donβt expect the Western Lord to become all romantic and shout his affections from a mountain top.” – lol yeah, hard to imagine XD He’s more a man of action than words in my opinion too π